I need to fucking switch platforms I HATE newgrounds and I wanna know if y’all would be okay if one day I fucking dipped and put a twitter link or instagram or something idk
Everyone I know assumes I draw porn
She/her
Seat tester
*funny school name*
Inside of earth’s crust
Joined on 10/1/23
Posted by Boccoli - February 15th, 2024
I know that my account is slowly dying, probably no one reads these, and I should just talk to my therapist about this, but I need a way to suppress my feelings and I don’t know how. I’ve been sad all the time, thinking about the state of modern society, how everything gets worse the older you are, how unnecessary hard my life is right now, and the nights I stayed up crying when I was little. I know I’m just little but I’ve got a lot on my plate. My mom lost her house so now I live with my grandparents, my parents are fighting over custody, losing almost all of my friends, school, and my “queerness.” I don’t care of that draws any of you away thinking I was just wholesome and joking but I hate my life. It doesn’t help that I like to hide my emotions so I find it hard to tell people about how I’m feeling. Because I’m trans people genuinely find me horrid, disgusting, foul, repulsive, and actively push me away. It doesn’t help that one of my friends said he was attracted to his dog and people still like him. The fact like people prefer an actual zoophile over me makes me want to vomit, scream, sometimes want to kill myself and I don’t know what to do anymore. My life is crumbling in my hands and so far my life has only gone down since birth so I don’t think the laws of nature is gonna turn around any time soon. Sorry that was a lot.
Posted by Boccoli - January 19th, 2024
After this whole Verbalase all I can think of is a picture that my mom sent me of her and Ase.I can’t find the picture but I feel a Messi ray obligation to find it, I tried to find the picture of them but I can’t. I’ve gotten several new devices since and it’s not there, who knows how I can get to these messages?